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my name is kara, and im going to pimp your rideim a passionate guy who has a lot of love and feelings about a lot of different things. generally i prefer to do fun things, that are fun and pleasant :) those things for me are mainly gaming, watching anime, writing, drawing, roleplaying, shipping things, etc.my account involves a lot of enthusiasm for fiction as a whole as it is my main interestkeep in mind that i as a survivor frequently talk and joke about trauma, reclaim slurs, enjoy "problematic" media critically, have "problematic" ships/kinks (explored exclusively in private with adult consenting parties + with the help and advice of a therapist), etc so if that triggers or bothers you then no worries! you can unfollow/softblock/hardblock me any time for any reasonplease stay away from me if you think survivors who cope this way are either 100% always blameless victims or 100% always self-harming or predators. trauma survivors are complex and nothing works for All of us unanimously and we deserve basic respect and good faithalso im not really super deep into community drama or anything like that so don't expect me to follow any strict rules regarding identity or fictional interests LOL. thats all up to me, not you, and if you can't assume i am capable of critical thought and compassion then go on and git. on this account we talk about things like adults or we just part ways.im also a system, ive got an info button about the folks in my system

-pearblossom system-

i have other people in my brain for various personal reasons so here's some basic info on them! they all use emojis to identify themselves when posting onlineoriginals/ocs:
- nana | 32 | he/him | caretaker | ⭐
- kennedy | 16-18 | he/him | protector | 🎩
- strawberrii | 8 | she/her | little | 🍓
- strawberyl | 24 | she/her | caretaker | 🍇
- pastor | 30 | he/him | trauma holder | 🍥
- domi | 21-29 | she/her | past link | 🌷
- glosovi | 20-27 | she/her | past link | 🌼
- yulia | 17-27 | she/her | past link | 🌻
- kai | 19-29 | he/they | past link | 📵

fictives:
- jervis | 63 | he/him | fragment associated with pastor | 🐇 | fictive of jervis tetch from batman the animated series
- karl | 58 | he/him | unknown? | 🔨
- childe | 27 | he/him | soother | 🐳 | fictive of childe from genshin impact
- fandaniel/zenos | 25 | he/him | fragment associated with childe | N/A | fictive of zenos and fandaniel from final fantasy xiv. It's complicated
- kieran | 27 | he/him | introject | 🐉 | fictive for kantera from end roll
- kaeya and diluc | 24 and 23 | he/him | impulsive and protector | fictives of kaeya alberich and diluc ragnvindr from genshin impact. siblings who are kind of hard to see as separate people

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(hover over the icons, or press down if youre on mobile)check out my shared etsy store for fan merch produced by yours truly, my toyhou.se for more info about my ocs, the AO3 icon for my fics, youtube for UTAU covers, and the ko-fi icon if you'd like to support me as an artist and writer!

-interests/fandoms-

interests/hobbies:
- drawing
- writing
- singing
- OCs
- rping
- tabletop gaming
- video games
- shipping/romance
- vocaloid/utau (special interest)
- psychology
- sociology
- fiction and the construction thereof (special interest)
- fwuffy little amnimals

fiction:
- steven universe
- jojo's bizarre adventure
- shadow warrior ☆
- shadow of israphel ☆
- persona
- newgrounds games circa 2011 ☆
- pokemon
- pokemon mystery dungeon ☆
- slenderseries ARGs ☆
- minecraft
- drawn to life ☆
- kendesai ☆
- creepypasta, horror
- sonic the hedgehog
- stardew valley
- epic mickey
- neon genesis evangelion
- undertale/deltarune
- horror rpgmaker games
- ratboy genius
- marvel cinematic universe
- supergiant games
- wakfu (the cartoon) ☆
- over the garden wall
- shovel knight
- final fantasy ☆
- she-ra
- kingdom hearts ☆
- cookie run ☆
- dragon age
- animal crossing ☆
- farethere city
- end roll ☆
- walking on a star unknown
- hollow knight
- empty order ☆
- pathologic
- obey me
- crash bandicoot
- megaman ☆
- dynasty warriors ☆
- artsy walking simulators
- genshin impact
- batman the animated series
- my time at portia

tabletop games i'm in (☆ if im running or co-running!):
- world of chaos (1, 2, 3 and 4) ☆
- shin megami khuxsei ☆
- pokemon mystery dungeon: explorers of a crumbling galaxy ☆
- lostime
- kendesai
- unnamed xehaqus game ☆
- stewpot: a FF villain fiesta ☆
- opa city
- war of the dolls
- empty order
- genshin impact
- w@tchtower grotto: all the king's horses and all the king's men ☆

-kintypes-

kin stuff isnt a hugely, fraughtly personal thing to me, so i dont care about doubles or whatever we're just vibing brootherkin:
- dollkin
- witchkin

fictionkin:
- hornet (hollow knight)
- aqua (kingdom hearts)
- garnet til alexandros XVII (final fantasy ix)
- noctis lucis caelum (final fantasy xv)
- meiko (vocaloid)
- brain (kingdom hearts union x)
- lio fotia (promare)
- lucifer (obey me)
- sybil reisz (transistor)
- the informant (end roll)
- artemy burakh (pathologic)
- jack walten/bon/pumpkin rabbit (the walten files)
- lumine (genshin impact)
- president james dean (monument mythos)
- squall leonhart (final fantasy viii) (though he's just full of so many personal headcanons he might as well be my oc)
- jane doe (ride the cyclone)
- hod/michelle (lobotomy corporation/library of ruina)

-polycule-

IRL:
- scherzo - 🧡8 years🧡
- arin - 💜It's Complicated💜

long distance:
- matt - 💚1 year💚